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BRaDER ARDY
A Bum who loves MUSIC
A Bum who loves MUSIC
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BRaDER ARDY
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"Some people think that the physical things define whats within"
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well...finally after so many many many many many....or maybe long ling long long long time...since i blog...work has been seriously shitfully tiring...3 days straight full house..and idiotcally lack of manpower...i have to run around like carzy...
bt fortunately today...or now is yesterday...i get to taste the "fruits of my labour" or whatever the hell you call it....got my first pay..."whoop de doo"...haha...whatever....kay anyways feels kinda good when getting your "benefits"......but well i ain't doing this thing again after this...that's hopefully a stronge promise...hope N.S. won't distort my thinking ways to do what i really want... some of guys out there really know..i'm really gonna get as much paper as I can in that LINE... well let's see what plans i have ahead.... 1st Got to bern's place, eat halal steamboat.... 2nd I SERIOUSLY need a jamming session.... 3rd need a "nightwalk" around city area.... 4th need to sleep all i can(my eye bags aint looking any better).... 5th...well i'll think about it... anyways it now 13mins to 3.00... i'm going to watch youtube and then sleep... alrights good morning... ~me~ at 10:30 AM  REST IN PEACE THE REV You're one of a kind drummer,remembered forever
~me~ at 5:09 AM The post im about to type, only gonna type once... and if ANYBODY asks me about this post...i will NOT answer.... The Day we separated, The Day i let You Go Against your will The Day You cried refusing to let go The Day I cried wondering why it went that way. It was the Hardest thing i went thru yet. Too much pain for either of us to bare Thinking that i didn't care. You are wrong I have always been thinking about You Wondering hows your life without me is going Its not easy to move on i know. Thinking how are you doing How have you been Never intended to hurt you cause i know its for the both of us. But thru the stories i've heard You started Drinking It Tore me into pieces, inside and out wondering why are you doing this? is that my fault? i wrote to tell you Please i'm begging you Don't do this I still Care for you even though you're the other side of the world I've prayed for you like i told you before and you laughed Hopefully you'll get the guy whose worthy, Worthy of the love that you once gave me I don't want that love cause i know i don't deserve your Love The sincere Love from all your heart The Heart you gave me I still keep it if you're wondering Everytime i look at it I said "GOD please lead her to a better life,Lead her to a better guy who she desires A 'down to earth' guy' who says 'I Love you' thru his actions more than his words, a guy who doesn't spoil her life and who loves her inside and out." Before i end this I just want a request a request that hopefully will be fulfilled Please i beg you don't do stuff which spoils you please Its not worth it. the last time we met I saw the Pureness in the sad eyes when i let you go please do not pollute that pureness with fake happiness that can last you only temporarily You deserve more than what you have now and you will have it It'll come to you You're worth much more than this.Please. After this, i will not do this again. Take care... Merry X'mas ~me~ at 9:55 AM one thing I learnt today.... is a few things... - NEVER OVERSTAY YOUR WELCOME - NEVER GET TO COMFORTABLE WHILE TALKING OR SOCIALIZING WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX CAUSE THEY MIGHT GET TO COMFORTABLE WITH YOU AND AT THE END OF THE DAY SHE BLAMES YOU FOR HER PUTTING SUCH HIGH HOPES ON YOU CAUSE SHE GET THE WRONG MESSAGE.
~me~ at 4:37 AM |
